Maybe It's Just Me

Well, here I am. Living my campus life. Well, sort of. It's still orientation week though. I'm enjoying my room here. I've met friends here but still haven't found the kinda friend I have. Maybe I am just a little bit anti-social. It does feel kinda lonely here. Maybe it'll change in a few weeks after my classes start. The campus here is huge. I can lose so much fats if I walk everyday. Well, I have to walk. I've got no choice. LOL

Maybe I'm also used to the old routines I used to have. I'm not saying that my old ones are good but I don't know. I'll just need a little time to get used to everything around. I'm also not really approachable to some people and I might come off too friendly also sometimes. Most of the people I know here are younger than me. I just don't really clique with them that well. Not all though. Some I can go on but some are just meh.

Maybe I am the kinda person who just loves to do everything herself. I feel so helpless not having my car. At least I can drive around but walking is good too. It's been like 3 days I think. I wasn't feeling a bit homesick till today. I miss having someone around in the room. I miss my air conditioner too. A lot. I miss the feeling of being safe somewhere. I just don't really feel safe here. Especially at night. I can't even find a night lamp here.

I know I'll get used to everything soon. I love changing. Change is good. Not all the time but sometimes they really are. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I'll have new friends that I can actually clique with. Being around people that doesn't make me feel alone. Or is it I'm the one that's being really anti-social. I don't know. I just don't know. I'm just really weird. No one gets me.

I'll be fine soon. Soon enough. I came here to get my degree. That's the only thing I will focus on. My degree. Till then, I guess.