Us.

"What's the difference if I say, I'll go away. When I know I'll come back on my 

knees someday. Oh whatever my man is, I am his forever more."

People say, anyone can fall in love with your physical appearance but not just anyone can fall in love with your mind. If ever you are able to meet such a person, never let them go. Nothing in this world happens without a reason. It's just a matter of how we see it. It can be fate or it could just be a mere coincidence.

I've been staring at this page for days now. I'm trying to figure out what to write but I just can't find the words to it. I don't know why. I always have words for everything but not this. Not this post. Maybe because it's about you. I can never know what to say when it comes to you. Probably because no words will ever be enough to describe you. It's true, they said you know you love that person when their happiness matters more than yours.

I feel like my life is cursed. Like my book of life's title is complicated when all I ever wanted is a simple life, to love someone freely and to be loved back. Apparently wanting to live simple is too much to ask for. I don't understand. I really don't. Why life has to punish me like this? Is being me so wrong? How do you expect me to live knowing that you can't be with your soulmate? How do you want me to learn to accept that I can never be with him? That we're not allowed to be together because of some stupid rule.

I want to be selfish. I want to have it all because you are my all. You are a part of my life and you always will be. I might be blinded by how perfect you are and maybe what I'm doing is wrong but what else matters when my heart only wants you. I'll always be yours even if we're not together, even if I can't spend the rest of my life with you. I don't know. I just can't find the words.