'Cause I Can.

Some people might think that I'm a quiet person. Some will say that I'm cocky or Miss Know It all. Some just gives me different vibes that makes me feel that there is something wrong with me. I'm not sure why. Lately, I've been feeling a lot of hatred. By the way people look at me or the way they respond. Yes, maybe I'm not a nice person and I can be very bitchy at times. Really, why the hate? If you have a problem then just come and say it to my face.

Being in my University makes me feel like I'm in a battlefield. I have to compete with almost everyone. I have to be different. One of a kind. This is my goal. I want to be known. I might not be academically smart because I don't think my brain can store that much of information but I know my potential. Yes, I always tell myself I am the best. It's either I'll be the best or nothing at all. Go big or go home. Whatever it is, I know that I have to be the best.

Maybe some people wouldn't understand what this means to me. When I dream, I dream big. On the way of processing my dream, there are people who will help me and there will be people who will bring me down. I know somehow it is bad to see everything as a competition. But who are we kidding? Life itself is a competition. I want to win. I love to win. The great sensation feeling when you win it's like you have proven to yourself that you are actually the best. Yes, I might sound selfish but I'm actually not. Well, maybe a little.

I've been the leader in a lot of my assignment groups. Yes, it's a big job to handle but I like being the leader. In that way, I can bring my whole team to go on top with me. That is how my mind sets itself. I know sometimes I do let my emotions rule over me. That is my only barrier between me and my dreams. I also know that there are people who are better than me, slightly. Yet, that's the best part. I can take them all and make them my motivation to make myself better than them.

So, I guess maybe it's okay to be a silent cocky bitch? I know what I can do and I know that the people who noticed me will either see me as their competition or their partner in crime. I don't mind because I know I am the best. I am a star.