Pieces

There are some people in this world that you can just love and love and love. No matter how much they've hurt you or how many mistakes that they've made, all the flaws in them are just perfection to you. They're just there. They are like the pieces in your life that makes you feel complete. That makes you feel whole.

One of them is my dear, dear friend. Come to realize, it's been more than a year we've known each other. We've been through a lot. Trust me when I say a lot. I'm actually glad that we've bonded back after what happened between us. Honestly, I see so much of myself in him. The struggles he's been through, I can always relate. We had our ups and downs, our small misunderstandings. Before I know it, I've grown so much with him and I know he did too.

I had my doubts with him. I had plenty of doubts with him but when I'm with him, he makes me vulnerable whether I want it or not. It's like I can just open up to him without worrying what the consequences are. It's like I just automatically trust him. Maybe because he opens up to me too. Even from the first time we started talking, the connection is just there. He just gradually became someone who really means a lot to me.

He knows me. I didn't need to explain to him anything. He just knows and that's dangerous. I know he has his doubts about me but that's just the process of getting to know someone. One of the scariest part is when I feel like he's right inside my head. It freaks me out sometimes. Even from the sound of my voice, he can sense whether I'm okay or not. He knows how to make me feel better and he certainly gives me the best hugs. Reminds me of how my dad used to hug me before he goes. 

Now, we're just closer and I don't know whether it's a good thing or not. He helped me in so many ways I couldn't thank him enough. I care about him, I care about him so much. I don't mind spending my time or my money on him because I know he'll appreciate it. That look on his face, it makes me feel happy. I don't mind putting effort on him because he's worth it. Others might not see what I see in him. They will always wonder why I am still by his side after all the times that he messed up.

He's just different. I have faith in him and I'll always have hopes for him. Even from the beginning, all I see are good things. Good things in this one misunderstood soul. He has his mistakes, he has his bad choices in life. Yet again, who doesn't? He's not perfect and so is everyone else. I don't know, he's just unique in his own way. I will not turn my back on him. No one can change the things that I see in him. He's perfectly imperfect. He's just special.