However, this time, my post wouldn't be about me. Yes, I can be generous sometimes. The world can be a real cruel place and it does make you feel lonely too. When bad things keep happening to you, it's difficult to be hopeful that better days will come. Questions will start to pop up in your head and doubts, damn those doubts. They make you rethink every decisions you've ever made in your life. To be stuck in such a dark place is really, honestly a torture. Yes you can see the light but you tend to feed into the darkness. You find comfort in it.
But I'm not here to tell you how the darkness works because I'm pretty sure you know. I'm here to tell you that yes, life is a bitch. Sometimes, we don't deserve the bad things that happened. It's gonna happen whether you want it or not. Sometimes, we're just that unlucky. But that doesn't mean there isn't any good in all the bad that happened. I know it's not easy to be positive in that position but that's why you have people like me. Well I'm one and only but that's not my point. These are the times, you realize the kinda people that'll be there for you even in your darkest times.
For me, you know that I have always been the kind who sees the best in people. And you know I've always seen the best in you. You may think you might not have a soul because you lost your way but then again, aren't we all lost? You do have a soul, a beautiful one. You would go the extra mile for the people you care about without giving it a second thought. You are such a selfless person. Yes you can be challenging at times but that just makes you human.
Don't be denying all the way while reading this. Just keep reading. So dear twin, you are so much more than you think you are. I see a person that is much more capable than he think he is. I see a person that knows hardship and pain. I see the battle scars, I see the half smile and the way you wake up and bring yourself everyday. It's tough, I know it's tough. But you are so strong, you are so so strong. If you don't know that, well I'm telling you now.
I'm also gonna tell you this once and once only because I'm not the type of person who expresses things like this much. At times when you forget who you are or when you forget what you're worth or maybe when you forget how to love yourself, tell me so that I'll remind you. I'm always here whether you want it or not. I'll share the pain with you. You're definitely not alone. I'll annoy the living life out of you. If I can believe that much in you, don't you think you owe yourself a bit of faith?
This is probably not my best way of putting you in words. It's almost impossible, I need to open a dictionary to find some flowery words to describe you. Kidding, I'm too lazy for that. This is just the general idea of what I feel about you and the person I see in you. I know I'm not much of a believer in this religious stuffs but I know for a fact that God has greater things planned out for you. Everything will be alright, sooner or later. Till then.
P/S: If it makes you feel any better, having you in my life is a blessing. You make me happy. You do, now shoo.
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